noe me, or else...


zenöv of zenövia!
unparallelled



~ ~

November 17th morning 1983
ζ Silat Kindergarten ζ Silat PS:1A-2A ζ ZPS:3A-6A ζ
ζ RVHS:1F/2F/3/4I ζ HJC:00S60
ζ BMTC Ninja + Viper ζ Jln BM
ζ Punggol 21 ζ NEL->EWL->96
ζ NUS Engin 2 ζ CSC ζ CSL ζ LB
ζ Ethelonter III ζ sammi
ζ zenov_yzr@yahoo.com

Wat I Did On

φ 27 Sep 2006 (Sat) φ
went sch early morning. print notes, went clubrm, gaw goft-wrapping not starting den. went to drink tea w dr at arts den went back and rot w him at the cubicle while gaw continued their meeting. 1400hrs, gift-wrapping start. was w the VM cell wrapping PWG. den, went for CSL w pui and guys. raymond still rem me and told me he wanted me to go and help him w his chi, cos his new kor kor sucked in chi.

φ 26 Sep 2006 (Tue) φ
mugged, and cut hair at kimage by a LEADING hairstylist. an old woman w horrible make-up. the outcome quite ok, i transformed from a tw boy to a hk lad...

φ 25 Sep 2006 (Mon) φ
rot in and out of clubrm. proj meeting n my proj mates finally accepted the fact dat we're doing a mkting module cos our sup said so.

φ 23 - 24 Sep 2006 (Sat) φ
cyclohunt. went from ecp to paya lebar to tampines to pasir ris to changi village to changi airport back to ecp. butt is sore~!!!

φ 22 Sep 2006 (Fri) φ
slacked in clubrm, did LB stuff, den helped gaw check the gifts. left w dr, den supper w zps gang at tb market.

φ 21 Sep 2006 (Thur) φ
mugged a little, den watched forbidden city.

φ 20 Sep 2006 (Wed) φ
went clubrm to 'study'. end up helping tC do the LB MAF stuff. yep, the great day is coming & prep is under way. den, cb came at 3.30pm to play squash. me and him, w dr outside the squash courts mugging. den zin came and mugged too. amazingly, squash today is tiringly. perhaps cb really noe how to tire ppl, incl himself. den we had steamboat at the cheena 'cafe' at src. quite ok, worth it for $6. den, back to clubrm to 'study'. end up look at photos w j1 and den help her w phy tut. den left her w ives at 10pm... yup, it was VERY late le...

φ 19 Sep 2006 (Tue) φ
had breakfast w LF at clementi hawker centre. zin came later and treated us siew mai, to make up for being late. ok, we forced her to treat us. Then we went big bookshop to LSLS. wow... v long neva shop in such a bkshop and it still fascinates me. pretty but useless stationery, cheap but small sch bags... den, went home, punggol home. ate instant mee (cos i miss eating instant mee) and slept. woke up by mum coming home, had dinner den her soup. supposedly to fight heatiness. den, watch tv and sleep.

φ 18 Sep 2006 (Mon) φ
mugged.. or so i tot. couldn't really study. attended csc agm at 1830. haiz... they feel sad, and i feel sad too. shan't say much here. 一切尽在不言中

φ 17 Sep 2006 (Sun) φ
mugged. met fred at tbp for dinner at 8pm. ate LD's biscuits...

φ 16 Sep 2006 (Sat) φ
mugged.

φ 15 Sep 2006 (Fri) φ
mugged.

φ 14 Sep 2006 (Thur) φ
GAW booth.

φ 13 Sep 2006 (Wed) φ
Lab again, couldn't find lab, squashed, mugged.

φ 12 Sep 2006 (Tue) φ
No lab! cos lab is FULL... went to tut to sign in attendance. had breakfast w 6g at arts canteen.

φ 11 Sep 2006 (Mon) φ
Lab, sianz... slack at study rm...

φ 09 Sep 2006 (Sat) φ
LB, source for T-shirt printing, bot MAF stuff, Ma'at gathering to celebrate the b'days of Sep babies at Park Mall's Fish n Co. Had seafood platter for 2 w dr. Was given a cake by another group of people we dunch noe, so we ate 2 cakes within 2 hrs!

φ 08 Sep 2006 (Fri) φ
Lab, E31 meeting, GAW Briefing, KFC with 8 other people.

φ 07 Sep 2006 (Thur) φ
Bot new RAM for my lifebk! PC333 512MB. Now my lifebk is running 3x faster than b4...

φ 06 Sep 2006 (Wed) φ
Went swimming w cb, only to realize it was pri sch's hols & we called it off, only to eat kfc at JE pool. Then, went to sim lim to buy RAM for my laptop, only to realize i dinno the type of RAM my lifebook needs. So, went home empty-handed.

φ 05 Sep 2006 (Tue) φ
Auditions. Continued to fine-tune tC's present. LB-meeting. Happy Birthday to tC & bon voyage to 丘羽!!

φ 04 Sep 2006 (Mon) φ
Spent the whole day preparing for tC's b'day, cos his bday is on tue. waited for km to arrive at 7pm and we started recording a 广播剧 for the present. Rushed home to dp post-productions...

φ 03 Sep 2006 (Sun) φ
Spent 7 hrs under the sun...

φ 02 Sep 2006 (Sat) φ
Attended CSC Elections. wow... it's very attn-stretching. went for LB's 1st regular visit since LBFD. BBS after that. Accompanied tC to ikea to do some shopping. After that, took the shuttle service from ikea to sengkang. 1st time taking it, but it was slow, cos the bus took some funny, long detour. Last min prep...

φ 01 Sep 2006 (Fri) φ
Lab, tutorials, E31 discussion, home. Print photos and sleep.

φ 31 Aug 2006 (Thur) φ
ktv lunch w zw & yh. after dat, we walked abt abit and settled down at carl's jr. zw went off at 3+ and yh & 1 stayed till 4.30pm.

φ 30 Aug 2006 (Wed) φ
Self study day. Had lunch w J2. den J1 came and 2J & me went to haf dinner. after which, J2 went for dance & J1 & me went to print notes. peaceful day. lived up my name as GC prez for prying some dark secrets of J2... haha... J1's next.

φ 29 Aug 2006 (Tue) φ
LB meeting. We began to believe we're on the rite track. We'll go build a new LB together! Stupid me actually been to wrong tut gp for 2 wks!

φ 26 Aug 2006 (Sat) φ
Dinner w family at Yong Chun Yuan.

φ 25 Aug 2006 (Fri) φ
LB Outing to Settler's at CQ. Click on LB On The Blog link for details.

φ 23 Aug 2006 (Wed) φ
Swimming w cb from 230pm to 5pm at JE Pool. Dinner at the kfc there too.

φ 22 Aug 2006 (Tue) φ
Went to sch, zao lect, did tutorial & attended a hypnotizing session a.k.a E7 tutorial. escaped to clubrm to update my blog. nabehz~ Life's boring... NOT. gonna haf lunch w y^2. And then...

φ 21 Aug 2006 (Mon) φ
Went to sch, zao lect, den met up w 2J+C (their fren) to haf lunch @ engin canteen. tokked kok to joyce and den went to clubrm to rot. Then, printed notes on CBLC. next day, received announcement from E35 lecturer dat the notes will b sold by coop. nabehz~

φ 19 Aug 2006 (Sat) φ
LBFD. See LB's blog for more details.

φ 18 Aug 2006 (Fri) φ
Prep for LBFD. Nametags, presents, dispenser... Went to mit ZPS Gang, dinner at siam kitchen, GWC. had dessert at cedele. nice...

φ 17 Aug 2006 (Thur) φ
Last day of Outreach. Prepared for LBFD.

φ 16 Aug 2006 (Wed) φ
CSC Outreach Day 2. played squash w Ma'ats again. super shag! 1st time i played till dat shagged! cb, se, 2j, km, dr & zin all came down, tho not sll played lol

φ 15 Aug 2006 (Tue) φ
2nd day of sch! CSC Outreach Day 1! fun... =)

φ 14 Aug 2006 (Mon) φ
1st day of sch! So much fun! Jio-ed 2Js to lunch, but end up accompanying them nid modules at clubrm. Then only joyce accompany me eat lunch. Ed joined us and we had a little gossip, from Arts canteen to CL to clubrm. jenny so farnie. She said her tuition got cancelled, but she neva come back sch earlier. hmmm... sth's fishy... den had a meeting w LB comm at student's lounge. den home. my landlady was very nice to gimme eat the lor mai kai she made herself. and dan hua tang! den watched tv w her daughter while chatting on msn...

φ 13 Aug 2006 (Sun) φ
Recuperate from sadness.

φ 12 Aug 2006 (Sat) φ
Fire diao, LB, LB VBS, shopping along NEL.

φ 11 Aug 2006 (Fri) φ
Lunch w cb, shopping, dinner w Ma'at. Fireworks watching. Tok-kok.

φ 10 Aug 2006 (Thur) φ
Went sch take cca card. Then slept. Then blogged.

φ 09 Aug 2006 (Wed) φ
Nat'l Day, blading at ECP, dinner at Shi Nai Cha Can Ting, watched NDP, blogged.

φ 08 Aug 2006 (Tue) φ
Big Shift 3/3, sch, dinner w tC, shopping at PS & Orchard MRT.

φ 07 Aug 2006 (Mon) φ
KTV w some Ma'ats and Big Shift 2/3.

φ 06 Aug 2006 (Sun) φ
SLEEP, SLEEP, SLEEP, shift stuff and dat's all.

φ 05 Aug 2006 (Sat) φ
tuition, lunch at Bryan's, chit chat, Hard Gay, Fireworks, steamboat, chit chat and shitting.

φ 04 Jul 2006 (Fri) φ
met up w yj again to complete our hideous stuff. had lunch and den had haircut. c'est tout.

φ 02 Aug 2006 (Wed) φ
met up w yj & we went to do some hideous stuff...

φ 01 Aug 2006 (Tue) φ
Matric fair again. After dat, slacked a while in clubrm helping them fold the leaves. Then went to Bras Basah to buy acrylic for the *LB CONFIDENTIAL*. bot PDA, Palm Tunsten E from ebay. Then met kf where we had dinner at dis V8 restaurant in Bugis. Home.

φ 31 Jul 2006 (Mon) φ
Matric fair from 1330 - 1530, gonna do for tue, wed & fri too. LB comm meeting at 1530 at student's lounge. so on, we visualized so much fancy stuff. hope we can fulfil everything we planned.

φ 30 Jul 2006 (Sun) φ
Slept at home, 2nd try at pasta. Not a bloody mess, got green, but not dat nice cos of the capsicum.

φ 29 Jul 2006 (Sat) φ
Lunch at Funan food court after Ma'ats went for city walk. rotted a while, den to LB w tC & cb. den met up w bryan & LF and them, me, joyce, cb & ed went to sing ktv. den we met km at cnt pt mac for supper.

φ 28 Jul 2006 (Fri) φ
Went for SOKA SD Orientation. GC nearly full strength w exception of viv. Did quite a bit of bitching and groping, pinching... shall elaborate more in blog, but it's late at nite now...

φ 27 Jul 2006 (Thur) φ
Got so bored staying at home 2 hrs into waking dat I jio-ed cb to Nat'l Lib to immerse ourselves in the bk-ish environment. Slept at there instead. Then went to Sim Lim to look at PDAs.

φ 26 Jul 2006 (Wed) φ
Afternoon chat w zw & sh from 1-6 at kovan xin wang. csl after dat. justin drew for me a nice pic.

φ 25 Jul 2006 (Tue) φ
Ma'at Sports Day 3. Played squash all the way. Mac dinner. Took up a challenge w cb & km to lose 3 inches off our waist by next wk.

φ 24 Jul 2006 (Mon) φ
Ma'at Water Sports Day 2. Late, started walking to JE pool at 1230pm, only to realize it's only open at 1430 on mon. Lazy river, wave, lazy and wave. No slides this time round, cos I'm a bit flu-y. Dinner at kopitiam outside pool w ching & bu, cos ray went home for dinner =(

φ 23 Jul 2006 (Sun) φ
Nothing much, except shopping at NTUC & pasta making.

φ 22 Jul 2006 (Sat) φ
LB visit, but went to visit an elderly in Pasir Ris b4 dat. uh-oh... haven't visited epl's elderly...

φ 21 Jul 2006 (Fri) φ
Dinner with YJ, den watched Thank You For Smoking, a super brainy show.

φ 20 Jul 2006 (Thur) φ
Ma'at 满月. Went to settler's and then to Crystal Jade at Suntec. Pathetic attendance. 满月 = Time to split up.

φ 19 Jul 2006 (Wed) φ
Revelation with someone

φ 18 Jul 2006 (Tue) φ
Ma'at Sports Day 2

φ 17 Jul 2006 (Mon) φ
Movie with GC. Slacked, walked from DG to The Heerens, settled at Starbucks at Crown Prince Hotel, then dinner at Cine's LJS. Walked again to Kino, chit chat standing among the sea of books. Then home... on NEL lah...

φ 15 Jul 2006 (Sat) φ
Bintan Trip.

φ 14 Jul 2006 (Fri) φ
GC Investiture.

φ 13 Jul 2006 (Thur) φ
Ma'at Water Sports Day. See blog entry.

φ 11 Jul 2006 (Tue) φ
Ma'at Sports Day. See blog entry.

φ 10 Jul 2006 (Mon) φ
Sent my mum to polyclinic dis morn. She has fracture, so she'll be going to c an ortho next next wk at AH. Spent a boring 5 hrs in SK Polyclinic. They r sure INEFFICIENT. I couldn't sleep & I scolded a little kid who kept climbing over me while I slept. Late afternoon, went to Marine Parade to bk Bintan Hols. Chose the wrong route. Spent 1.5 hrs on 197. shucks! shd haf taken from bedok. My return trip took only 1 hr.

φ 09 Jul 2006 (Sun) φ
Dinner with Ma'at after their C.A.N. Split into Pizza Hut and Pastamania.

φ 08 Jul 2006 (Sat) φ
Afternoon: LB elderly-turned-volunteers outing to Qian Hu in Tengah, followed by KPO session at Delifrance w some of the surviving volunteers. Made way down to hf's hse to play mahjong w HJC gang, tho they stopped playing to watch WC. boring~ when will these ppl grow up?? so i'm here updating my blog...

φ 07 Jul 2006 (Fri) φ
Afternoon: Chalet accts tally with zin & bryan. chit chat & abused zin's laptop while she was away. Evening: 3rd date w someone at harborfront, followed by a long walk w her to home. Then off to bugis to try my luck w bryan & chio bu & watched a super lame show: Recycle together, after shopping through 3 cinemas

Albums & Movies For Sale

Mandarin Albums (S'pore version)
DVD movies
Mandarin Albums (China imported)

Resolutions 2006

-+ Stop engaging in self pity & get on w life +-
-+ Play the piano +-
-+ Rollerblading +- learning
-+ Dancing +-
-+ Pick up LAF1201 +-
-+ Shed 2kg by CNY +-
-+ Shed 8kg more by June and MAINTAIN +-
-+ Complete 1st novel by June & 2nd novel by Dec +-
-+ Find a tuition job +-
-+ Read 8 6 english bks +-
-+ Read 2 chinese bks +-
-+ Join 新加坡大专文学奖 w my 1st novel +-
-+ Join 绝对 Superstar +-
-+ Do a gd job in csc bizcom and ethelonter III +-
-+ 1st sem CAP: 3.35 fall short of goal +-
-+ Creative PC-Cam 950 (Blue) +-
-+ 1GB RAM for Lifebook +-
-+ External DVD Writer +-
-+ Say 'Sorry' +-

high in my creative zen



人质,我要快乐,爱情带来的改变,
不屑纪念,我的爱,倔强,我们都会错,
终身美丽,如果我们不再见,
如果我是你,
回来我身边,
爱太远,你在下个路口等我,海洋,
结束我们抱着哭,爱情不能作比较,
我们,听说爱情回来过,朋友的朋友,
烂泥,记认,同年同月同日生,Amen,
亲爱的你怎么不在我身边,纪念,
我也很想他,候鸟,苦闷情调,满足,
忽然之间,双手的温柔,爱,害怕,
两个寂寞,花火,爱不持久,保佑我,
我要我们在一起,比我幸福,乡音,
吻,多爱,惦念,疼你的责任,哭,
天地一沙鸥,巴黎草梅,我还记得,

movie dat rox!

GATTACA
The Matrix Trilogy
Snow Falling On Cedars
Taking Lives, Pearl Harbor
X-men, Monsters' Inc
Dead Poet's Society
Great Expectations
Needing You (孤男寡女)
"O" 我左眼见到鬼

books dat mooves

Great Expectations
Snow Falling On Cedars
Sing To The Dawn, Enid Blyton

gaming craze

SimCity 3000 Unlimited
SimCity4, The Age of Empires 2
Neverwinter Nights
Railroad Tycoon II, Tropico,
Enter The Matrix,
Beach Life,Worms Armageddon
Capitalism II, Monopoly Tycoon
Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion

i'm a scorpio

Symbol: The Scorpion
Ruling Planet: Pluto/ Mars
Element: Water
Cross/Quality: Fixed
Group: Intellectual
House Ruled: Eight
Polarity: Negative
Opposite Sign: Taurus
Favorable Colors: Dark Reds & black
Lucky Gem: Opal
Key Body Part: Reproductive Organs
Period: Oct.23 - Nov.21

Basic Profile:
Passionate, vibrant, magnetic, perceptive, emotional, sensual, alert, willful, determined, resourceful, purposeful, directed, dominant, ambitious, fearless, committed, intense, but can be obsessive, extreme, vengeful, jealous, spiteful, unforgiving, bully, menacing, possessive, arrogant

Famous Scorpions:
Bill Gates, Theodore Roosevelt, Pablo Picasso, Martin Luther, Marie Curie, Prince Charles, Hillary Rodham Clinton, Calista Flockhart, kd lang, Leonardo DiCaprio, Jodie Foster, Demi Moore

more stuff


What kind of love are you?
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You are pure love. Pure and deep. You not only want
to but NEED to find your one true love. You are
not afraid of any challenge for your love, and
it is something to truly treasure.

quote-a-pro

"I've never saved anything for the trip back."
"I've never been so far from my dream than when I was standing right beside it."
"If at first you don't succeed, try, try again"
"Ten fingers, ten toes, that was all that mattered. They don't say that now."
"Is the only way you can succeed is to see me fail?"
"Maybe it was the love for the planets, maybe it was my growing detest for this one, but for as long as I remember, I have dreamt of going into space
"You try so hard to leave a place and when you do, you find a reason to stay."
"They've got you looking for the flaws that after a while, it's all that you see."
"The wind caught it."
"The only way you can see the inside of a spaceship is when you are cleaning it."
-- Quotes from GATTACA

"Love is like an apple; it has been more than 300 years since an apple dropped and hit someone randomly"
-- zenöv

Friday, December 30, 2005

《白色巨塔》 & After Effects II



I never saved anything for the trip back, do you? at 2:56 AM


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I never saved anything for the trip back, do you? at 12:15 AM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

快乐的大房子

wat's an album i've listened to w/o having some comments on it? hmmm... borrowed reviewed 2 albums from wei-gu: z chen's 《快乐》 & stef sun's 《完美的一天》 b4 the exams period & had been listening to them now and then.

yup, cos they weren't as attractive as the prev albums i owned. bleah.

not really lah.

okok... i muz say z chen is not my type. even tho the album was basically a 口水 album, ie the songs were other popular songs, i muz say dat his taste really deviates from mine. or perhaps the music arrangement is far from my type (cos i've neva heard most of the songs in their original form to conclude firmly).



Kuai Le ~ Z Chen

u see, the only original song, 《快乐》 was the only song dat attracted me and incidentally, ranks high in my hierarchy of song preference. another song 《放你的真心在我的手心》 also sound gd, esp the choral pt. 《担心》 was gd only cos i liked the original song enuf to keep up w the new version.

the other songs juz lull me to sleep.

i mean, isn't R&B like jay chou, w middle-to-fast tempo? or for slow ballads, the melody will b captivating enuf for a listener to stay alive? i dunno much abt R&B, and perhaps z chen was using another music genre in the album. still, it sux.

wat abt stef? it's a happy album, generally, or so my impression tells me. i prefer her mid-to-fast tempo songs, cos the slower ballads also tend to b boring. not like 《我的爱》 which was charming enuf to capture my heart.


Wan Mei De Yi Tian ~ Sun Yanzi

the only impressionable ballad was 《隐形人》, of which it was stef's expression dat took my attn. she was gd in dat song, as gd as 《同类》. yup, but i still haven't given enuf attn to it to figure out the contents of the song.

my 3 favs of the album will b 《完美的一天》、《第一天》 & "Honey Honey". superb!

《完美的一天》 can b said to b quite 随性. truly. i like its laid back feel. u noe, totally expressing the emotions of a day-dreamer (like me). not mentioning the lyrics, the melody and arrangements itself brings me to another realm, the realm of daydreams where reality and fantasy merge.

as usual, critrics critic 《第一天》 to b substandard (my fav songs r always deemed substandard lol). they said it sound like rojak rather than of distinctive flavour of MayDay or FIR. i mean, hello, it's supposed to b the mix of the 2 bands! somehow, i feel MayDay more than FIR, in the line of 《终结孤单》. the song was totally ecstasized and a gd prozac for the depressed minds. i haf decided to play the song out loud on the day when i graduate and start living in US. yes!!! First Day! Today! Everyday!

"Honey Honey" is a very attractive song. like cyndi's "Honey", the song is sweet, but in another dimension. the former is aggressively sweet, while stef sounded passively sweet. the music arrangement is nice, and lifts spirits moderately (in comparison to First Day)... yep, i'd like my gal to be passively sweet. hmmm... *slurp*

if i hafta make any conclusion or recommendation, buy stef's album, dun buy z chen. lol

I never saved anything for the trip back, do you? at 9:20 AM

Tuesday, December 27, 2005


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Monday, December 26, 2005


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Saturday, December 24, 2005

CSL Pasir Ris Outing

wed, 21 dec 2005, went on an outing to Pasir Ris Park w the kids at CSL. tho there were only 20 kids, s.t there was a vol-to-kids ratio of 1:2, it's quite a tiring task to handle them, cos 1 kid == 3 monsters. they haf energy as boundless as a nuclear reactor, while older kids like us haf those of a coal power station.

there were 4 gps and i'm in gp 4. there were zin and tianli w me to handle 4 kids, jinru, theresa, shihui and junping. shihui, who was the only non-P6 kid in the gp, was crying from the start, cos she couldn't b w her frens. and the other 2 gals were, as zin described, using their own terrorising way to threaten console shihui.

junping was in a world of his own. according to jr, he was a special sch kid, ie he reacts differently to ppl. actually, i knew him b4 dis liaoz, tho he did not remember it when i told him. during the painting of the banner at csl on 9 dec, he stopped me in tracks in the canteen and asked me various things abt the size of his feet.


theresa on the other hand, is a quiet and inactive gal, who doesn't like to run and play like her peers. not anti-social (as king of AS, i can diagnose such behaviour), but a bit lazy plus lady-like.

aniwaes, started on the 1st station, which was to dig out letters from the sand to from the word representing our gp: CARE. it was rather ez, for teenagers and above, dat is, cos kids r fond of not sticking to rulez. waha... as u noe, jp was unable to understand how to play the game, theresa was inactive, sh was still crying and vol weren't allowed to help them. end up jr was flying all over the place to search for the letters.

then, went to station 2 by mx and another guy not from csl, perry. p/s: frankly speaking, i dun like him, cos he has dat predatory look on mx, and has a flirty dialogues w her. @#$%^&* aniwaes, dis was the place where everything went haywired. cos the 3 kids were not active in playing the game, jr ran away. i had to chase after her cos zin, i dunno y, walking leisurely. ha... i suppose she really couldn't handle kids bah, if not, she wouldn't haf passed her i/c-ship to me.

still, jr ran away from me everytime i caught up w her. haiz... i muz haf ran 2.4 for the whole day running w her. when the others finally cleared the station and jr calmed down, we had to walk a bloody long way to the next station. here's the crux: jr was turned of by sh, who in turned had warmed up to the gp and wanted to stick w jr. she kep running after jr, and the latter kept running away from her. in the end, i had to chase after jr, to keep her from missing.

i cursed and swear dat gam made dat station so... far away.

the 2nd station was manned by amanda and guozhang. we r supposed to b tied up together and find our way to the centre of a maze to retrieve a task in an envelope. pure confusion. on my left/front was sh who was moaning the whole way from pain (she was stuck betw me and zin, who were much taller than her) and jp at the back, who kept popping me w farnie, unanswerable qns.

the task we got was to pass the msg. 1st, we haf sh who, being still young, cannot rem the msg well. then, jp couldn't process the msg even when i repeated myself 5 times. thankfully, he was still able to convey 80% of the msg.

while we were there, amanda chided me and warned dat (w.r.t jr) i do not become the 2nd yongquan, who got himself in a sticky (literally) mess w a gal who shadowed him everytime he went to csl. haha... i was worried, but at the same time, i believed (hopefully) such attachment from kids do not occur in a single outing.

our next station (and the rest of the gaming session) was stopped short when 1 kid went missing. apparently, one sister (as in nun sister, from csl) was too harsh w her words and the vol couldn't catch up w the boy.

went back to the meeting pt and waited for further instructions. and the boy was actually there oredi. aniwaes, had lunch and went biking. the kids simply loved it and i suppose all of them r proficient in it. jp esp, was an expert rider. he could manoeuvre his bike ard the most diff turns and gave me a hard time keeping up w him. it was then i realized dat he mite not b gd in manipulating ideas, but he's gd in phys activities.

we went to look at ships and go-karts at downtown east. back and forth, cos the park was really rather small. the real challenge was getting the kids off the bikes when the time was up. u get one kid off and the other kid scoots off on another. dunno whether i was too on or wat, cos it seemed dat the others weren't too bothered whether the kids r still on bikes. i literally pulled kids off their bikes and had to shepherd them away from the store.

jp was ok, the moment the store went out of sight, he 4got abt it and was happily walking towards the meeting pt w the vol. for other kids, well, i hoped i had a leash on them.

and then of cos, it was home. actually, the kids still listened to their teacher (a middle-aged lady) and was actually quite obedient. when asked to stand in line or pick up litters, they did it so willingly. arh... so unlike when we vol were giving the instructions.

hmmm... i wonder if the kids will still rem me. esp sh and jp.

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Thursday, December 22, 2005


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Wednesday, December 21, 2005


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Tuesday, December 20, 2005


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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

十七岁的天空

i'm not supposed to declare dis, but the DVD came in my post last thurs.


Formula 17: the swimming pool, ultimate fantasy spot

u noe, cos dis show is freaking banned in s'pore, i am so afraid dat some smart ass will dial 999 to report me if he reads abt my possession of the abovementioned.

so now, i declare dat the above info was a JOKE. i hold no such contraband. pls dun pao toh me. pls dun arrest me.

aniwaes, the show was so freakingly cheesy dat it was at the same time freakingly amusing to watch. dunno whether stereotype or wat, but gays haf always been portrayed as super drama queens, as proven in the show.

when alarmed, they muz scream in falsetto, two arms raised and chest wiggling.

but dat's wat the 2 gay frens i knew in army acted like too. guess they haf taken dat up as a form of identity.

expectedly, the protoganists r actually straight-looking guys whose only gay axns were the sex scenes w each other.


leads: duncan and yang tian you

i mean, come on lah. no wonder the show was a hit among the AJs. the ultimate object of desire was a hunky (or at least proportionate), handsome, straight man for them. the 2 leads were literally a dream come true, if it was ever true at all.

and of cos, one of them has to b a virgin.


小天

and his 1st love is the charming, oh-so-popular-but-dangerous playboy.


bai tie nan

whoa... dis dream is becoming too gd to b true.

well, if the 3 supporting actors who acted as 小天's 破身特功队 were straight in their real lives, i muz say they did an amazing job to act like gays. i mean, it wasn't juz like 谢韶光 acting sissy in Holland V, but rather, drama queens w real affections for other men, gays would ogle at guys the way straight guys ogle at chio bu. the char-moulding had been gd as well.


破身特攻队

one was the pint-sized '0'-type who looked so blur w his slit eyes and 'o'-shaped mouth (literally stayed dat way thru out the show), but actually can't b stepped on. one is a macho mary, whom, w/o knowing him in person, u will neva expect him to b gay. another one was the outward social animal who literally wears the whole fashion boutique (and make-up box) on himself.

so vivid, so farnie.

and not to mention the tag in the trailer:

10位青春偶像联合打造

frankly speaking, all of them looked above ave if not awesome (most of whom had cameos were models). the only female-object i saw was a saleswoman in a boutique, which was in the background of a street scene.

so there was the 台湾水电工 (it was a tw joke, some tw male pornstar shot to fame w his debut as a 水电工), and 半兽人. and of cos, the seemingly obstacle betw the two male leads' love: 俊.


白铁男 and 俊 kiss

btw, story goes dat the last virgin in tw goes to city in sch hols to mit his net-fren, 半兽人 whose aim was to go to bed w him. 小天 puts up in gd fren 小宇's hse, who showed him ard. when noeing dat 小天 was still a virgin, he ganged up w his buddies to help him 破身. in comes 白铁男 whom 小天 falls head over heals for. they finally 嘿咻~嘿咻, and in the next morning, 白铁男 who suffers from phobia of falling in love scoots away and asked 俊 to explain to 小天 on his behalf. misunderstandings developed and they finally got together when 白铁男 overcame his phobia.

simple story, cheesy, but easy to digest.

the way they tell the story was gd too. i tot at 1st dat telling the pt of 小宇 falling out of love was redundant. but it helped later in the show to keep it in a fast pace when the same fate befalls on 小天. by using the same technique of 3 frens accompanying by his side trying to distract him from his sadness, the presentation was crisp, easily understandable and 前后呼应, sth (i dunno for e lit) impt in c lit terms.


gd frens, loyal frens

and there's the hilarious gong gor (tell story) pts. in order for the film not to lose pace, they tell 'histories' by having one of the char telling the story as a fly-on-the-wall. lights dimmed and the story unfolds in a black rm. the storyteller will 'float abt' as if he was a transition of the scenes. add in the bohemian, tribal music and everything was stupidly farnie.

come on, watching farnie shows was to laugh at farnie scenes and 4get abt logic and reality. reality isn't farnie, which was y we watch movies and drama serials.


bishonen has it, lan yu has it, surely f17 muz haf its 'bathroom scene' too

all in all, the show shd not b taken into too serious a context. after all, it depicts a dream world for all gays (a gay-majority society?? come on...) and will remain a dream for some time to come. wat's to take note of is the fact dat gays r like normal ppl, who can love and care for frens and families, definitely not the kind of monster as seen by gay-bashers. they r, after all, humans.

13 October 2005

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