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November 17th morning 1983
ζ Silat Kindergarten ζ Silat PS:1A-2A ζ ZPS:3A-6A ζ
ζ RVHS:1F/2F/3/4I ζ HJC:00S60
ζ BMTC Ninja + Viper ζ Jln BM
ζ Punggol 21 ζ NEL->EWL->96
ζ NUS Engin 2 ζ CSC ζ CSL ζ LB
ζ Ethelonter III ζ sammi
ζ zenov_yzr@yahoo.com

Wat I Did On

φ 27 Sep 2006 (Sat) φ
went sch early morning. print notes, went clubrm, gaw goft-wrapping not starting den. went to drink tea w dr at arts den went back and rot w him at the cubicle while gaw continued their meeting. 1400hrs, gift-wrapping start. was w the VM cell wrapping PWG. den, went for CSL w pui and guys. raymond still rem me and told me he wanted me to go and help him w his chi, cos his new kor kor sucked in chi.

φ 26 Sep 2006 (Tue) φ
mugged, and cut hair at kimage by a LEADING hairstylist. an old woman w horrible make-up. the outcome quite ok, i transformed from a tw boy to a hk lad...

φ 25 Sep 2006 (Mon) φ
rot in and out of clubrm. proj meeting n my proj mates finally accepted the fact dat we're doing a mkting module cos our sup said so.

φ 23 - 24 Sep 2006 (Sat) φ
cyclohunt. went from ecp to paya lebar to tampines to pasir ris to changi village to changi airport back to ecp. butt is sore~!!!

φ 22 Sep 2006 (Fri) φ
slacked in clubrm, did LB stuff, den helped gaw check the gifts. left w dr, den supper w zps gang at tb market.

φ 21 Sep 2006 (Thur) φ
mugged a little, den watched forbidden city.

φ 20 Sep 2006 (Wed) φ
went clubrm to 'study'. end up helping tC do the LB MAF stuff. yep, the great day is coming & prep is under way. den, cb came at 3.30pm to play squash. me and him, w dr outside the squash courts mugging. den zin came and mugged too. amazingly, squash today is tiringly. perhaps cb really noe how to tire ppl, incl himself. den we had steamboat at the cheena 'cafe' at src. quite ok, worth it for $6. den, back to clubrm to 'study'. end up look at photos w j1 and den help her w phy tut. den left her w ives at 10pm... yup, it was VERY late le...

φ 19 Sep 2006 (Tue) φ
had breakfast w LF at clementi hawker centre. zin came later and treated us siew mai, to make up for being late. ok, we forced her to treat us. Then we went big bookshop to LSLS. wow... v long neva shop in such a bkshop and it still fascinates me. pretty but useless stationery, cheap but small sch bags... den, went home, punggol home. ate instant mee (cos i miss eating instant mee) and slept. woke up by mum coming home, had dinner den her soup. supposedly to fight heatiness. den, watch tv and sleep.

φ 18 Sep 2006 (Mon) φ
mugged.. or so i tot. couldn't really study. attended csc agm at 1830. haiz... they feel sad, and i feel sad too. shan't say much here. 一切尽在不言中

φ 17 Sep 2006 (Sun) φ
mugged. met fred at tbp for dinner at 8pm. ate LD's biscuits...

φ 16 Sep 2006 (Sat) φ
mugged.

φ 15 Sep 2006 (Fri) φ
mugged.

φ 14 Sep 2006 (Thur) φ
GAW booth.

φ 13 Sep 2006 (Wed) φ
Lab again, couldn't find lab, squashed, mugged.

φ 12 Sep 2006 (Tue) φ
No lab! cos lab is FULL... went to tut to sign in attendance. had breakfast w 6g at arts canteen.

φ 11 Sep 2006 (Mon) φ
Lab, sianz... slack at study rm...

φ 09 Sep 2006 (Sat) φ
LB, source for T-shirt printing, bot MAF stuff, Ma'at gathering to celebrate the b'days of Sep babies at Park Mall's Fish n Co. Had seafood platter for 2 w dr. Was given a cake by another group of people we dunch noe, so we ate 2 cakes within 2 hrs!

φ 08 Sep 2006 (Fri) φ
Lab, E31 meeting, GAW Briefing, KFC with 8 other people.

φ 07 Sep 2006 (Thur) φ
Bot new RAM for my lifebk! PC333 512MB. Now my lifebk is running 3x faster than b4...

φ 06 Sep 2006 (Wed) φ
Went swimming w cb, only to realize it was pri sch's hols & we called it off, only to eat kfc at JE pool. Then, went to sim lim to buy RAM for my laptop, only to realize i dinno the type of RAM my lifebook needs. So, went home empty-handed.

φ 05 Sep 2006 (Tue) φ
Auditions. Continued to fine-tune tC's present. LB-meeting. Happy Birthday to tC & bon voyage to 丘羽!!

φ 04 Sep 2006 (Mon) φ
Spent the whole day preparing for tC's b'day, cos his bday is on tue. waited for km to arrive at 7pm and we started recording a 广播剧 for the present. Rushed home to dp post-productions...

φ 03 Sep 2006 (Sun) φ
Spent 7 hrs under the sun...

φ 02 Sep 2006 (Sat) φ
Attended CSC Elections. wow... it's very attn-stretching. went for LB's 1st regular visit since LBFD. BBS after that. Accompanied tC to ikea to do some shopping. After that, took the shuttle service from ikea to sengkang. 1st time taking it, but it was slow, cos the bus took some funny, long detour. Last min prep...

φ 01 Sep 2006 (Fri) φ
Lab, tutorials, E31 discussion, home. Print photos and sleep.

φ 31 Aug 2006 (Thur) φ
ktv lunch w zw & yh. after dat, we walked abt abit and settled down at carl's jr. zw went off at 3+ and yh & 1 stayed till 4.30pm.

φ 30 Aug 2006 (Wed) φ
Self study day. Had lunch w J2. den J1 came and 2J & me went to haf dinner. after which, J2 went for dance & J1 & me went to print notes. peaceful day. lived up my name as GC prez for prying some dark secrets of J2... haha... J1's next.

φ 29 Aug 2006 (Tue) φ
LB meeting. We began to believe we're on the rite track. We'll go build a new LB together! Stupid me actually been to wrong tut gp for 2 wks!

φ 26 Aug 2006 (Sat) φ
Dinner w family at Yong Chun Yuan.

φ 25 Aug 2006 (Fri) φ
LB Outing to Settler's at CQ. Click on LB On The Blog link for details.

φ 23 Aug 2006 (Wed) φ
Swimming w cb from 230pm to 5pm at JE Pool. Dinner at the kfc there too.

φ 22 Aug 2006 (Tue) φ
Went to sch, zao lect, did tutorial & attended a hypnotizing session a.k.a E7 tutorial. escaped to clubrm to update my blog. nabehz~ Life's boring... NOT. gonna haf lunch w y^2. And then...

φ 21 Aug 2006 (Mon) φ
Went to sch, zao lect, den met up w 2J+C (their fren) to haf lunch @ engin canteen. tokked kok to joyce and den went to clubrm to rot. Then, printed notes on CBLC. next day, received announcement from E35 lecturer dat the notes will b sold by coop. nabehz~

φ 19 Aug 2006 (Sat) φ
LBFD. See LB's blog for more details.

φ 18 Aug 2006 (Fri) φ
Prep for LBFD. Nametags, presents, dispenser... Went to mit ZPS Gang, dinner at siam kitchen, GWC. had dessert at cedele. nice...

φ 17 Aug 2006 (Thur) φ
Last day of Outreach. Prepared for LBFD.

φ 16 Aug 2006 (Wed) φ
CSC Outreach Day 2. played squash w Ma'ats again. super shag! 1st time i played till dat shagged! cb, se, 2j, km, dr & zin all came down, tho not sll played lol

φ 15 Aug 2006 (Tue) φ
2nd day of sch! CSC Outreach Day 1! fun... =)

φ 14 Aug 2006 (Mon) φ
1st day of sch! So much fun! Jio-ed 2Js to lunch, but end up accompanying them nid modules at clubrm. Then only joyce accompany me eat lunch. Ed joined us and we had a little gossip, from Arts canteen to CL to clubrm. jenny so farnie. She said her tuition got cancelled, but she neva come back sch earlier. hmmm... sth's fishy... den had a meeting w LB comm at student's lounge. den home. my landlady was very nice to gimme eat the lor mai kai she made herself. and dan hua tang! den watched tv w her daughter while chatting on msn...

φ 13 Aug 2006 (Sun) φ
Recuperate from sadness.

φ 12 Aug 2006 (Sat) φ
Fire diao, LB, LB VBS, shopping along NEL.

φ 11 Aug 2006 (Fri) φ
Lunch w cb, shopping, dinner w Ma'at. Fireworks watching. Tok-kok.

φ 10 Aug 2006 (Thur) φ
Went sch take cca card. Then slept. Then blogged.

φ 09 Aug 2006 (Wed) φ
Nat'l Day, blading at ECP, dinner at Shi Nai Cha Can Ting, watched NDP, blogged.

φ 08 Aug 2006 (Tue) φ
Big Shift 3/3, sch, dinner w tC, shopping at PS & Orchard MRT.

φ 07 Aug 2006 (Mon) φ
KTV w some Ma'ats and Big Shift 2/3.

φ 06 Aug 2006 (Sun) φ
SLEEP, SLEEP, SLEEP, shift stuff and dat's all.

φ 05 Aug 2006 (Sat) φ
tuition, lunch at Bryan's, chit chat, Hard Gay, Fireworks, steamboat, chit chat and shitting.

φ 04 Jul 2006 (Fri) φ
met up w yj again to complete our hideous stuff. had lunch and den had haircut. c'est tout.

φ 02 Aug 2006 (Wed) φ
met up w yj & we went to do some hideous stuff...

φ 01 Aug 2006 (Tue) φ
Matric fair again. After dat, slacked a while in clubrm helping them fold the leaves. Then went to Bras Basah to buy acrylic for the *LB CONFIDENTIAL*. bot PDA, Palm Tunsten E from ebay. Then met kf where we had dinner at dis V8 restaurant in Bugis. Home.

φ 31 Jul 2006 (Mon) φ
Matric fair from 1330 - 1530, gonna do for tue, wed & fri too. LB comm meeting at 1530 at student's lounge. so on, we visualized so much fancy stuff. hope we can fulfil everything we planned.

φ 30 Jul 2006 (Sun) φ
Slept at home, 2nd try at pasta. Not a bloody mess, got green, but not dat nice cos of the capsicum.

φ 29 Jul 2006 (Sat) φ
Lunch at Funan food court after Ma'ats went for city walk. rotted a while, den to LB w tC & cb. den met up w bryan & LF and them, me, joyce, cb & ed went to sing ktv. den we met km at cnt pt mac for supper.

φ 28 Jul 2006 (Fri) φ
Went for SOKA SD Orientation. GC nearly full strength w exception of viv. Did quite a bit of bitching and groping, pinching... shall elaborate more in blog, but it's late at nite now...

φ 27 Jul 2006 (Thur) φ
Got so bored staying at home 2 hrs into waking dat I jio-ed cb to Nat'l Lib to immerse ourselves in the bk-ish environment. Slept at there instead. Then went to Sim Lim to look at PDAs.

φ 26 Jul 2006 (Wed) φ
Afternoon chat w zw & sh from 1-6 at kovan xin wang. csl after dat. justin drew for me a nice pic.

φ 25 Jul 2006 (Tue) φ
Ma'at Sports Day 3. Played squash all the way. Mac dinner. Took up a challenge w cb & km to lose 3 inches off our waist by next wk.

φ 24 Jul 2006 (Mon) φ
Ma'at Water Sports Day 2. Late, started walking to JE pool at 1230pm, only to realize it's only open at 1430 on mon. Lazy river, wave, lazy and wave. No slides this time round, cos I'm a bit flu-y. Dinner at kopitiam outside pool w ching & bu, cos ray went home for dinner =(

φ 23 Jul 2006 (Sun) φ
Nothing much, except shopping at NTUC & pasta making.

φ 22 Jul 2006 (Sat) φ
LB visit, but went to visit an elderly in Pasir Ris b4 dat. uh-oh... haven't visited epl's elderly...

φ 21 Jul 2006 (Fri) φ
Dinner with YJ, den watched Thank You For Smoking, a super brainy show.

φ 20 Jul 2006 (Thur) φ
Ma'at 满月. Went to settler's and then to Crystal Jade at Suntec. Pathetic attendance. 满月 = Time to split up.

φ 19 Jul 2006 (Wed) φ
Revelation with someone

φ 18 Jul 2006 (Tue) φ
Ma'at Sports Day 2

φ 17 Jul 2006 (Mon) φ
Movie with GC. Slacked, walked from DG to The Heerens, settled at Starbucks at Crown Prince Hotel, then dinner at Cine's LJS. Walked again to Kino, chit chat standing among the sea of books. Then home... on NEL lah...

φ 15 Jul 2006 (Sat) φ
Bintan Trip.

φ 14 Jul 2006 (Fri) φ
GC Investiture.

φ 13 Jul 2006 (Thur) φ
Ma'at Water Sports Day. See blog entry.

φ 11 Jul 2006 (Tue) φ
Ma'at Sports Day. See blog entry.

φ 10 Jul 2006 (Mon) φ
Sent my mum to polyclinic dis morn. She has fracture, so she'll be going to c an ortho next next wk at AH. Spent a boring 5 hrs in SK Polyclinic. They r sure INEFFICIENT. I couldn't sleep & I scolded a little kid who kept climbing over me while I slept. Late afternoon, went to Marine Parade to bk Bintan Hols. Chose the wrong route. Spent 1.5 hrs on 197. shucks! shd haf taken from bedok. My return trip took only 1 hr.

φ 09 Jul 2006 (Sun) φ
Dinner with Ma'at after their C.A.N. Split into Pizza Hut and Pastamania.

φ 08 Jul 2006 (Sat) φ
Afternoon: LB elderly-turned-volunteers outing to Qian Hu in Tengah, followed by KPO session at Delifrance w some of the surviving volunteers. Made way down to hf's hse to play mahjong w HJC gang, tho they stopped playing to watch WC. boring~ when will these ppl grow up?? so i'm here updating my blog...

φ 07 Jul 2006 (Fri) φ
Afternoon: Chalet accts tally with zin & bryan. chit chat & abused zin's laptop while she was away. Evening: 3rd date w someone at harborfront, followed by a long walk w her to home. Then off to bugis to try my luck w bryan & chio bu & watched a super lame show: Recycle together, after shopping through 3 cinemas

Albums & Movies For Sale

Mandarin Albums (S'pore version)
DVD movies
Mandarin Albums (China imported)

Resolutions 2006

-+ Stop engaging in self pity & get on w life +-
-+ Play the piano +-
-+ Rollerblading +- learning
-+ Dancing +-
-+ Pick up LAF1201 +-
-+ Shed 2kg by CNY +-
-+ Shed 8kg more by June and MAINTAIN +-
-+ Complete 1st novel by June & 2nd novel by Dec +-
-+ Find a tuition job +-
-+ Read 8 6 english bks +-
-+ Read 2 chinese bks +-
-+ Join 新加坡大专文学奖 w my 1st novel +-
-+ Join 绝对 Superstar +-
-+ Do a gd job in csc bizcom and ethelonter III +-
-+ 1st sem CAP: 3.35 fall short of goal +-
-+ Creative PC-Cam 950 (Blue) +-
-+ 1GB RAM for Lifebook +-
-+ External DVD Writer +-
-+ Say 'Sorry' +-

high in my creative zen



人质,我要快乐,爱情带来的改变,
不屑纪念,我的爱,倔强,我们都会错,
终身美丽,如果我们不再见,
如果我是你,
回来我身边,
爱太远,你在下个路口等我,海洋,
结束我们抱着哭,爱情不能作比较,
我们,听说爱情回来过,朋友的朋友,
烂泥,记认,同年同月同日生,Amen,
亲爱的你怎么不在我身边,纪念,
我也很想他,候鸟,苦闷情调,满足,
忽然之间,双手的温柔,爱,害怕,
两个寂寞,花火,爱不持久,保佑我,
我要我们在一起,比我幸福,乡音,
吻,多爱,惦念,疼你的责任,哭,
天地一沙鸥,巴黎草梅,我还记得,

movie dat rox!

GATTACA
The Matrix Trilogy
Snow Falling On Cedars
Taking Lives, Pearl Harbor
X-men, Monsters' Inc
Dead Poet's Society
Great Expectations
Needing You (孤男寡女)
"O" 我左眼见到鬼

books dat mooves

Great Expectations
Snow Falling On Cedars
Sing To The Dawn, Enid Blyton

gaming craze

SimCity 3000 Unlimited
SimCity4, The Age of Empires 2
Neverwinter Nights
Railroad Tycoon II, Tropico,
Enter The Matrix,
Beach Life,Worms Armageddon
Capitalism II, Monopoly Tycoon
Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion

i'm a scorpio

Symbol: The Scorpion
Ruling Planet: Pluto/ Mars
Element: Water
Cross/Quality: Fixed
Group: Intellectual
House Ruled: Eight
Polarity: Negative
Opposite Sign: Taurus
Favorable Colors: Dark Reds & black
Lucky Gem: Opal
Key Body Part: Reproductive Organs
Period: Oct.23 - Nov.21

Basic Profile:
Passionate, vibrant, magnetic, perceptive, emotional, sensual, alert, willful, determined, resourceful, purposeful, directed, dominant, ambitious, fearless, committed, intense, but can be obsessive, extreme, vengeful, jealous, spiteful, unforgiving, bully, menacing, possessive, arrogant

Famous Scorpions:
Bill Gates, Theodore Roosevelt, Pablo Picasso, Martin Luther, Marie Curie, Prince Charles, Hillary Rodham Clinton, Calista Flockhart, kd lang, Leonardo DiCaprio, Jodie Foster, Demi Moore

more stuff


What kind of love are you?
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You are pure love. Pure and deep. You not only want
to but NEED to find your one true love. You are
not afraid of any challenge for your love, and
it is something to truly treasure.

quote-a-pro

"I've never saved anything for the trip back."
"I've never been so far from my dream than when I was standing right beside it."
"If at first you don't succeed, try, try again"
"Ten fingers, ten toes, that was all that mattered. They don't say that now."
"Is the only way you can succeed is to see me fail?"
"Maybe it was the love for the planets, maybe it was my growing detest for this one, but for as long as I remember, I have dreamt of going into space
"You try so hard to leave a place and when you do, you find a reason to stay."
"They've got you looking for the flaws that after a while, it's all that you see."
"The wind caught it."
"The only way you can see the inside of a spaceship is when you are cleaning it."
-- Quotes from GATTACA

"Love is like an apple; it has been more than 300 years since an apple dropped and hit someone randomly"
-- zenöv

Friday, September 29, 2006

4th Year (& Closing)

It has been 4 years.

The fateful morning that turned my world upside down.

05:09 am

The 1st time I realized that fear can really rob people of words.

But well...

I chose to say them after that.

For the 1st 2 years, I would come up with a set of lyrics to fill in the unspoken space. Not last year. Neither did I write something specially this year. What I'm gonna put up was an 'accidental product', cos I didn't write with this event in mind.

But after completing it, I find it resonates within me that I purposely postponed publishing this set of lyrics just for this event.

Since the melody was taken from sammi's cantonese song, you guys can go to my Multiply website to d/l the original song called 《伤》 under the 'see mee' playlist.


《别哭》

词:冷叶 翻自:《伤》郑秀文


你看到了真实的命运 天就从此布满了乌云

当一个人走在回忆里 天空就会下起雨


你恨他离开 走也不回头望

谁错谁对的话 只能往心里藏

思念也许很长 你要学着坚强

希望有一天你能找到属于自己的天堂


别哭 勇敢面对结束

潜意识就算无法承认失去 要坚持

别哭 把从前想清楚

每一次受伤之后只能滴着眼泪强忍痛苦

两道伤痕挂在脸上又何苦


你看到了真实的命运 天就从此布满了乌云

当一个人走在回忆里 天空就会下起雨


你恨他离开 走也不回头望

谁错谁对的话 只能往心里藏

思念也许很长 你要学着坚强

希望有一天你能找到属于自己的天堂


别哭 勇敢面对结束

潜意识就算无法承认失去 要坚持

别哭 把从前想清楚

每一次受伤之后只能滴着眼泪强忍痛苦

两道伤痕挂在脸上又何苦


你拥有了真实的勇气 天随时都能为你放晴

当一个人走向未来去 要带着微笑随行


8 May 2006


《不哭》

词:冷叶 翻自:《伤》郑秀文


窝不住冰冷的呼吸 关不住喧闹的寂静

不经意吹进心房里 眼眶就会湿湿的


谁错谁对的话 该如何说明白

我不怕受伤害 只怕站不起来

就算失去太痛 我要活得精彩

希望总有一天我能找到属于自己的天堂


我擦干眼泪不哭

就算全世界背弃我要活出最美丽的

我不再为谁而哭

受伤后是谁说过只能滴着眼泪强忍痛苦

这不是我 未来不会再迷路


窝不住冰冷的呼吸 关不住喧闹的寂静

不经意吹进心房里 眼眶就会湿湿的


谁错谁对的话 该如何说明白

我不怕受伤害 只怕站不起来

就算失去太痛 我要活得精彩

希望总有一天我能找到属于自己的天堂


我擦干眼泪不哭

就算全世界背弃我要活出最美丽的

我不再为谁而哭

受伤后是谁说过只能滴着眼泪强忍痛苦

这不是我 未来不会再迷路


不再是冰冷的拥抱 不再是躲寂寞的牢

轻轻地吹进心田里

灌溉幸福的天地


24 Aug 2006


I never saved anything for the trip back, do you? at 11:11 AM

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