noe me, or else...
zenöv of zenövia!
unparallelled
~ ~
November 17th morning 1983
ζ Silat Kindergarten ζ Silat PS:1A-2A ζ ZPS:3A-6A ζ
ζ RVHS:1F/2F/3/4I ζ HJC:00S60
ζ BMTC Ninja + Viper ζ Jln BM
ζ Punggol 21 ζ NEL->EWL->96
ζ NUS Engin 2 ζ CSC ζ CSL ζ LB
ζ Ethelonter III ζ sammi
ζ zenov_yzr@yahoo.com
Wat I Did On
went sch early morning. print notes, went clubrm, gaw goft-wrapping not starting den. went to drink tea w dr at arts den went back and rot w him at the cubicle while gaw continued their meeting. 1400hrs, gift-wrapping start. was w the VM cell wrapping PWG. den, went for CSL w pui and guys. raymond still rem me and told me he wanted me to go and help him w his chi, cos his new kor kor sucked in chi.
Ï 26 Sep 2006 (Tue) Ï
mugged, and cut hair at kimage by a LEADING hairstylist. an old woman w horrible make-up. the outcome quite ok, i transformed from a tw boy to a hk lad...
Ï 25 Sep 2006 (Mon) Ï
rot in and out of clubrm. proj meeting n my proj mates finally accepted the fact dat we're doing a mkting module cos our sup said so.
Ï 23 - 24 Sep 2006 (Sat) Ï
cyclohunt. went from ecp to paya lebar to tampines to pasir ris to changi village to changi airport back to ecp. butt is sore~!!!
Ï 22 Sep 2006 (Fri) Ï
slacked in clubrm, did LB stuff, den helped gaw check the gifts. left w dr, den supper w zps gang at tb market.
Ï 21 Sep 2006 (Thur) Ï
mugged a little, den watched forbidden city.
Ï 20 Sep 2006 (Wed) Ï
went clubrm to 'study'. end up helping tC do the LB MAF stuff. yep, the great day is coming & prep is under way. den, cb came at 3.30pm to play squash. me and him, w dr outside the squash courts mugging. den zin came and mugged too. amazingly, squash today is tiringly. perhaps cb really noe how to tire ppl, incl himself. den we had steamboat at the cheena 'cafe' at src. quite ok, worth it for $6. den, back to clubrm to 'study'. end up look at photos w j1 and den help her w phy tut. den left her w ives at 10pm... yup, it was VERY late le...
Ï 19 Sep 2006 (Tue) Ï
had breakfast w LF at clementi hawker centre. zin came later and treated us siew mai, to make up for being late. ok, we forced her to treat us. Then we went big bookshop to LSLS. wow... v long neva shop in such a bkshop and it still fascinates me. pretty but useless stationery, cheap but small sch bags... den, went home, punggol home. ate instant mee (cos i miss eating instant mee) and slept. woke up by mum coming home, had dinner den her soup. supposedly to fight heatiness. den, watch tv and sleep.
Ï 18 Sep 2006 (Mon) Ï
mugged.. or so i tot. couldn't really study. attended csc agm at 1830. haiz... they feel sad, and i feel sad too. shan't say much here. ä¸åå°½å¨ä¸è¨ä¸
Ï 17 Sep 2006 (Sun) Ï
mugged. met fred at tbp for dinner at 8pm. ate LD's biscuits...
Ï 16 Sep 2006 (Sat) Ï
mugged.
Ï 15 Sep 2006 (Fri) Ï
mugged.
Ï 14 Sep 2006 (Thur) Ï
GAW booth.
Ï 13 Sep 2006 (Wed) Ï
Lab again, couldn't find lab, squashed, mugged.
Ï 12 Sep 2006 (Tue) Ï
No lab! cos lab is FULL... went to tut to sign in attendance. had breakfast w 6g at arts canteen.
Ï 11 Sep 2006 (Mon) Ï
Lab, sianz... slack at study rm...
Ï 09 Sep 2006 (Sat) Ï
LB, source for T-shirt printing, bot MAF stuff, Ma'at gathering to celebrate the b'days of Sep babies at Park Mall's Fish n Co. Had seafood platter for 2 w dr. Was given a cake by another group of people we dunch noe, so we ate 2 cakes within 2 hrs!
Ï 08 Sep 2006 (Fri) Ï
Lab, E31 meeting, GAW Briefing, KFC with 8 other people.
Ï 07 Sep 2006 (Thur) Ï
Bot new RAM for my lifebk! PC333 512MB. Now my lifebk is running 3x faster than b4...
Ï 06 Sep 2006 (Wed) Ï
Went swimming w cb, only to realize it was pri sch's hols & we called it off, only to eat kfc at JE pool. Then, went to sim lim to buy RAM for my laptop, only to realize i dinno the type of RAM my lifebook needs. So, went home empty-handed.
Ï 05 Sep 2006 (Tue) Ï
Auditions. Continued to fine-tune tC's present. LB-meeting. Happy Birthday to tC & bon voyage to ä¸ç¾½!!
Ï 04 Sep 2006 (Mon) Ï
Spent the whole day preparing for tC's b'day, cos his bday is on tue. waited for km to arrive at 7pm and we started recording a 广æå§ for the present. Rushed home to dp post-productions...
Ï 03 Sep 2006 (Sun) Ï
Spent 7 hrs under the sun...
Ï 02 Sep 2006 (Sat) Ï
Attended CSC Elections. wow... it's very attn-stretching. went for LB's 1st regular visit since LBFD. BBS after that. Accompanied tC to ikea to do some shopping. After that, took the shuttle service from ikea to sengkang. 1st time taking it, but it was slow, cos the bus took some funny, long detour. Last min prep...
Ï 01 Sep 2006 (Fri) Ï
Lab, tutorials, E31 discussion, home. Print photos and sleep.
Ï 31 Aug 2006 (Thur) Ï
ktv lunch w zw & yh. after dat, we walked abt abit and settled down at carl's jr. zw went off at 3+ and yh & 1 stayed till 4.30pm.
Ï 30 Aug 2006 (Wed) Ï
Self study day. Had lunch w J2. den J1 came and 2J & me went to haf dinner. after which, J2 went for dance & J1 & me went to print notes. peaceful day. lived up my name as GC prez for prying some dark secrets of J2... haha... J1's next.
Ï 29 Aug 2006 (Tue) Ï
LB meeting. We began to believe we're on the rite track. We'll go build a new LB together! Stupid me actually been to wrong tut gp for 2 wks!
Ï 26 Aug 2006 (Sat) Ï
Dinner w family at Yong Chun Yuan.
Ï 25 Aug 2006 (Fri) Ï
LB Outing to Settler's at CQ. Click on LB On The Blog link for details.
Ï 23 Aug 2006 (Wed) Ï
Swimming w cb from 230pm to 5pm at JE Pool. Dinner at the kfc there too.
Ï 22 Aug 2006 (Tue) Ï
Went to sch, zao lect, did tutorial & attended a hypnotizing session a.k.a E7 tutorial. escaped to clubrm to update my blog. nabehz~ Life's boring... NOT. gonna haf lunch w y^2. And then...
Ï 21 Aug 2006 (Mon) Ï
Went to sch, zao lect, den met up w 2J+C (their fren) to haf lunch @ engin canteen. tokked kok to joyce and den went to clubrm to rot. Then, printed notes on CBLC. next day, received announcement from E35 lecturer dat the notes will b sold by coop. nabehz~
Ï 19 Aug 2006 (Sat) Ï
LBFD. See LB's blog for more details.
Ï 18 Aug 2006 (Fri) Ï
Prep for LBFD. Nametags, presents, dispenser... Went to mit ZPS Gang, dinner at siam kitchen, GWC. had dessert at cedele. nice...
Ï 17 Aug 2006 (Thur) Ï
Last day of Outreach. Prepared for LBFD.
Ï 16 Aug 2006 (Wed) Ï
CSC Outreach Day 2. played squash w Ma'ats again. super shag! 1st time i played till dat shagged! cb, se, 2j, km, dr & zin all came down, tho not sll played lol
Ï 15 Aug 2006 (Tue) Ï
2nd day of sch! CSC Outreach Day 1! fun... =)
Ï 14 Aug 2006 (Mon) Ï
1st day of sch! So much fun! Jio-ed 2Js to lunch, but end up accompanying them nid modules at clubrm. Then only joyce accompany me eat lunch. Ed joined us and we had a little gossip, from Arts canteen to CL to clubrm. jenny so farnie. She said her tuition got cancelled, but she neva come back sch earlier. hmmm... sth's fishy... den had a meeting w LB comm at student's lounge. den home. my landlady was very nice to gimme eat the lor mai kai she made herself. and dan hua tang! den watched tv w her daughter while chatting on msn...
Ï 13 Aug 2006 (Sun) Ï
Recuperate from sadness.
Ï 12 Aug 2006 (Sat) Ï
Fire diao, LB, LB VBS, shopping along NEL.
Ï 11 Aug 2006 (Fri) Ï
Lunch w cb, shopping, dinner w Ma'at. Fireworks watching. Tok-kok.
Ï 10 Aug 2006 (Thur) Ï
Went sch take cca card. Then slept. Then blogged.
Ï 09 Aug 2006 (Wed) Ï
Nat'l Day, blading at ECP, dinner at Shi Nai Cha Can Ting, watched NDP, blogged.
Ï 08 Aug 2006 (Tue) Ï
Big Shift 3/3, sch, dinner w tC, shopping at PS & Orchard MRT.
Ï 07 Aug 2006 (Mon) Ï
KTV w some Ma'ats and Big Shift 2/3.
Ï 06 Aug 2006 (Sun) Ï
SLEEP, SLEEP, SLEEP, shift stuff and dat's all.
Ï 05 Aug 2006 (Sat) Ï
tuition, lunch at Bryan's, chit chat, Hard Gay, Fireworks, steamboat, chit chat and shitting.
Ï 04 Jul 2006 (Fri) Ï
met up w yj again to complete our hideous stuff. had lunch and den had haircut. c'est tout.
Ï 02 Aug 2006 (Wed) Ï
met up w yj & we went to do some hideous stuff...
Ï 01 Aug 2006 (Tue) Ï
Matric fair again. After dat, slacked a while in clubrm helping them fold the leaves. Then went to Bras Basah to buy acrylic for the *LB CONFIDENTIAL*. bot PDA, Palm Tunsten E from ebay. Then met kf where we had dinner at dis V8 restaurant in Bugis. Home.
Ï 31 Jul 2006 (Mon) Ï
Matric fair from 1330 - 1530, gonna do for tue, wed & fri too. LB comm meeting at 1530 at student's lounge. so on, we visualized so much fancy stuff. hope we can fulfil everything we planned.
Ï 30 Jul 2006 (Sun) Ï
Slept at home, 2nd try at pasta. Not a bloody mess, got green, but not dat nice cos of the capsicum.
Ï 29 Jul 2006 (Sat) Ï
Lunch at Funan food court after Ma'ats went for city walk. rotted a while, den to LB w tC & cb. den met up w bryan & LF and them, me, joyce, cb & ed went to sing ktv. den we met km at cnt pt mac for supper.
Ï 28 Jul 2006 (Fri) Ï
Went for SOKA SD Orientation. GC nearly full strength w exception of viv. Did quite a bit of bitching and groping, pinching... shall elaborate more in blog, but it's late at nite now...
Ï 27 Jul 2006 (Thur) Ï
Got so bored staying at home 2 hrs into waking dat I jio-ed cb to Nat'l Lib to immerse ourselves in the bk-ish environment. Slept at there instead. Then went to Sim Lim to look at PDAs.
Ï 26 Jul 2006 (Wed) Ï
Afternoon chat w zw & sh from 1-6 at kovan xin wang. csl after dat. justin drew for me a nice pic.
Ï 25 Jul 2006 (Tue) Ï
Ma'at Sports Day 3. Played squash all the way. Mac dinner. Took up a challenge w cb & km to lose 3 inches off our waist by next wk.
Ï 24 Jul 2006 (Mon) Ï
Ma'at Water Sports Day 2. Late, started walking to JE pool at 1230pm, only to realize it's only open at 1430 on mon. Lazy river, wave, lazy and wave. No slides this time round, cos I'm a bit flu-y. Dinner at kopitiam outside pool w ching & bu, cos ray went home for dinner =(
Ï 23 Jul 2006 (Sun) Ï
Nothing much, except shopping at NTUC & pasta making.
Ï 22 Jul 2006 (Sat) Ï
LB visit, but went to visit an elderly in Pasir Ris b4 dat. uh-oh... haven't visited epl's elderly...
Ï 21 Jul 2006 (Fri) Ï
Dinner with YJ, den watched Thank You For Smoking, a super brainy show.
Ï 20 Jul 2006 (Thur) Ï
Ma'at 满æ. Went to settler's and then to Crystal Jade at Suntec. Pathetic attendance. 满æ = Time to split up.
Ï 19 Jul 2006 (Wed) Ï
Revelation with someone
Ï 18 Jul 2006 (Tue) Ï
Ma'at Sports Day 2
Ï 17 Jul 2006 (Mon) Ï
Movie with GC. Slacked, walked from DG to The Heerens, settled at Starbucks at Crown Prince Hotel, then dinner at Cine's LJS. Walked again to Kino, chit chat standing among the sea of books. Then home... on NEL lah...
Ï 15 Jul 2006 (Sat) Ï
Bintan Trip.
Ï 14 Jul 2006 (Fri) Ï
GC Investiture.
Ï 13 Jul 2006 (Thur) Ï
Ma'at Water Sports Day. See blog entry.
Ï 11 Jul 2006 (Tue) Ï
Ma'at Sports Day. See blog entry.
Ï 10 Jul 2006 (Mon) Ï
Sent my mum to polyclinic dis morn. She has fracture, so she'll be going to c an ortho next next wk at AH. Spent a boring 5 hrs in SK Polyclinic. They r sure INEFFICIENT. I couldn't sleep & I scolded a little kid who kept climbing over me while I slept. Late afternoon, went to Marine Parade to bk Bintan Hols. Chose the wrong route. Spent 1.5 hrs on 197. shucks! shd haf taken from bedok. My return trip took only 1 hr.
Ï 09 Jul 2006 (Sun) Ï
Dinner with Ma'at after their C.A.N. Split into Pizza Hut and Pastamania.
Ï 08 Jul 2006 (Sat) Ï
Afternoon: LB elderly-turned-volunteers outing to Qian Hu in Tengah, followed by KPO session at Delifrance w some of the surviving volunteers. Made way down to hf's hse to play mahjong w HJC gang, tho they stopped playing to watch WC. boring~ when will these ppl grow up?? so i'm here updating my blog...
Ï 07 Jul 2006 (Fri) Ï
Afternoon: Chalet accts tally with zin & bryan. chit chat & abused zin's laptop while she was away. Evening: 3rd date w someone at harborfront, followed by a long walk w her to home. Then off to bugis to try my luck w bryan & chio bu & watched a super lame show: Recycle together, after shopping through 3 cinemas
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DVD movies
Mandarin Albums (China imported)
Resolutions 2006
-+ Play the piano +-
-+ Rollerblading +- learning
-+ Dancing +-
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-+ Complete 1st novel by June & 2nd novel by Dec +-
-+ Find a tuition job +-
-+ Read
-+ Read 2 chinese bks +-
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-+ Join ç»å¯¹ Superstar +-
-+ Do a gd job in csc bizcom and ethelonter III +-
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-+ Creative PC-Cam 950 (Blue) +-
-+ 1GB RAM for Lifebook +-
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The Matrix Trilogy
Snow Falling On Cedars
Taking Lives, Pearl Harbor
X-men, Monsters' Inc
Dead Poet's Society
Great Expectations
Needing You (å¤ç·å¯¡å¥³)
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books dat mooves
Snow Falling On Cedars
Sing To The Dawn, Enid Blyton
gaming craze
SimCity4, The Age of Empires 2
Neverwinter Nights
Railroad Tycoon II, Tropico,
Enter The Matrix,
Beach Life,Worms Armageddon
Capitalism II, Monopoly Tycoon
Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion
i'm a scorpio
Ruling Planet: Pluto/ Mars
Element: Water
Cross/Quality: Fixed
Group: Intellectual
House Ruled: Eight
Polarity: Negative
Opposite Sign: Taurus
Favorable Colors: Dark Reds & black
Lucky Gem: Opal
Key Body Part: Reproductive Organs
Period: Oct.23 - Nov.21
Basic Profile:
Passionate, vibrant, magnetic, perceptive, emotional, sensual, alert, willful, determined, resourceful, purposeful, directed, dominant, ambitious, fearless, committed, intense, but can be obsessive, extreme, vengeful, jealous, spiteful, unforgiving, bully, menacing, possessive, arrogant
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Bill Gates, Theodore Roosevelt, Pablo Picasso, Martin Luther, Marie Curie, Prince Charles, Hillary Rodham Clinton, Calista Flockhart, kd lang, Leonardo DiCaprio, Jodie Foster, Demi Moore
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"I've never been so far from my dream than when I was standing right beside it."
"If at first you don't succeed, try, try again"
"Ten fingers, ten toes, that was all that mattered. They don't say that now."
"Is the only way you can succeed is to see me fail?"
"Maybe it was the love for the planets, maybe it was my growing detest for this one, but for as long as I remember, I have dreamt of going into space
"You try so hard to leave a place and when you do, you find a reason to stay."
"They've got you looking for the flaws that after a while, it's all that you see."
"The wind caught it."
"The only way you can see the inside of a spaceship is when you are cleaning it."
-- Quotes from GATTACA
"Love is like an apple; it has been more than 300 years since an apple dropped and hit someone randomly"
-- zenöv
Sunday, May 28, 2006
My Last Words
I'm not leaving for good, neither do I know if I will NOT be not leaving for good (please take the literal and non-literal sense). But since I'm such a worry-wort, it's just not unusual for me to do such stuff when I embark on a trip that may result in something bad happening.
1st of all, I have an SAF group insurance. Please do inform my family that it's STILL VALID and remember to make claims. I don't pay such rebates every year for nothing. But it doesn't mean I have to be DEAD you know, 'cos it covers injuries and dismemberments and such. When in doubt, just ask. The Captain Yap who sold us the insurance didn't earn the commission for nothing.
2ndly, if I should remain in vegetative state, please kill me. No use for me wasting another 40 years in bed when I can actually reincarnate and live another 40 years, for better or for worse.
3rdly, please burn all my CD+VCD+GAMES+PC so that I won't be lonely while waiting for my turn to become baby zenov jr. oh yar, and a handphone, if you wish to communicate with me, though we might be able to msn each other lol
4th, please do find out if I was killed wrongfully, though most probably I will look up one of my close friends if I do. I have a lot of enemies while I was an NSF, and I don't know if they will be alongside with me in a trench when I go for my short 5-day torment.
oh, but of course, my ICT lasts from 29 May - 2 June, 5 days in total. ie, after that, please do make an effort to find out if I'm alive and/or kicking. Like this then will you be able to carry out the above instructions.
oh yar... for my dear friends who frequent this blog, if you miss me, you can flip through my older posts. The ones with pictures are in the Photo Cache, while the ones about my thoughts are in Inside the Fence. The Hatelist link is cut off cos of the sensitive content. hmmm... And my past works are in Lyrics. yar...
Please do not feel sad and cry for me during my absence. If you miss me, you can always refer to the Photo Cache and look at my handsome faces, especially the posts where I showed off my different haircuts for different seasons.
If that is still not enough, you can run to the beach and make a wish for my safe return. Or even better, you can go to Tanjong Gul Camp (my camp when I was in 65) to visit me, though it will feel like you're visiting an inmate. But well, it may well be, for I'm a prisoner of the country's nationalism for these 5 days. Hate it or not, I have to endure it.
I know, some of you may be lazy or impatient to click the link to see my pic, so I'm posting one of my better ones to ease your desire...
ok... u're looking into the future. 5 days and my goal is to shed 2-5 kg, 3 inches off my waist.
I'm not leaving for good, neither do I know if I will NOT be not leaving for good (please take the literal and non-literal sense). But since I'm such a worry-wort, it's just not unusual for me to do such stuff when I embark on a trip that may result in something bad happening.
1st of all, I have an SAF group insurance. Please do inform my family that it's STILL VALID and remember to make claims. I don't pay such rebates every year for nothing. But it doesn't mean I have to be DEAD you know, 'cos it covers injuries and dismemberments and such. When in doubt, just ask. The Captain Yap who sold us the insurance didn't earn the commission for nothing.
2ndly, if I should remain in vegetative state, please kill me. No use for me wasting another 40 years in bed when I can actually reincarnate and live another 40 years, for better or for worse.
3rdly, please burn all my CD+VCD+GAMES+PC so that I won't be lonely while waiting for my turn to become baby zenov jr. oh yar, and a handphone, if you wish to communicate with me, though we might be able to msn each other lol
4th, please do find out if I was killed wrongfully, though most probably I will look up one of my close friends if I do. I have a lot of enemies while I was an NSF, and I don't know if they will be alongside with me in a trench when I go for my short 5-day torment.
oh, but of course, my ICT lasts from 29 May - 2 June, 5 days in total. ie, after that, please do make an effort to find out if I'm alive and/or kicking. Like this then will you be able to carry out the above instructions.
oh yar... for my dear friends who frequent this blog, if you miss me, you can flip through my older posts. The ones with pictures are in the Photo Cache, while the ones about my thoughts are in Inside the Fence. The Hatelist link is cut off cos of the sensitive content. hmmm... And my past works are in Lyrics. yar...
Please do not feel sad and cry for me during my absence. If you miss me, you can always refer to the Photo Cache and look at my handsome faces, especially the posts where I showed off my different haircuts for different seasons.
If that is still not enough, you can run to the beach and make a wish for my safe return. Or even better, you can go to Tanjong Gul Camp (my camp when I was in 65) to visit me, though it will feel like you're visiting an inmate. But well, it may well be, for I'm a prisoner of the country's nationalism for these 5 days. Hate it or not, I have to endure it.
I know, some of you may be lazy or impatient to click the link to see my pic, so I'm posting one of my better ones to ease your desire...
ok... u're looking into the future. 5 days and my goal is to shed 2-5 kg, 3 inches off my waist.
Leaving...
12 hrs from now and i'll b on my way to the damned place, doing the damned stuff. save me!!!
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i juz realized dat i din take my ippt in my last window (04-05). god noes why they din send warning letter/fine me like the other times i went overseas for more than 24 hrs w/o informing saf. lol
i haf broken more laws (or shd i say i haf more laws to break) since i ORD-ed. hmmmm...
12 hrs from now and i'll b on my way to the damned place, doing the damned stuff. save me!!!
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i juz realized dat i din take my ippt in my last window (04-05). god noes why they din send warning letter/fine me like the other times i went overseas for more than 24 hrs w/o informing saf. lol
i haf broken more laws (or shd i say i haf more laws to break) since i ORD-ed. hmmmm...
Saturday, May 27, 2006
new hairstyle
Friday, May 26, 2006
I Love To Be By Myself
I wanted to blog about my anxiety/depression/stress for the impending ICT to come in a few days time. I ended up tracing the sources of my anti-social traits in NUS and began to wonder if i am actually born AS. After all, the counsellor in SAF Counselling Centre assured me that no one will change their personality and that I will resume the old, happy, non-socio-phobic self.
2 yrs haf passed and I've even become more AS. In fact, I speak so less in real time (ie NOT blogging/msn/sms) that I fumble over pronunciation of words and have hard time finding appropriate words in conversations. Looks like what remained unchanged was my AS nature.
I thought I became AS when I was in 1 SIR. When I lived in a 12-men bunk all by myself because the storemen sharing it were always AWOL or in DB and my fellow armskoteman lived in another bunk.
When other people shunned me because they think I was a hypocritic chao keng guy who is only useful when they had to draw their weapons.
When I spent a whole day either in the armskote sleeping or in my bunk, eating and listening to radio with the lights off because I hated the lights. I wanted to disappear into the darkness and hope that no one will be kaypoh and pop their heads in when they saw the lights on to look at me living my solitary life as though I'm an exhibit. I wake up to wash up before everyone else did and bathed at night after everyone slept because I didn't want to meet people in the toilet and have to act polite by greeting them.
When my world was my bed where I lay stoning, listening to the churning of the ceiling fan, the shuffling of the men passing by my door or the shudder of the cupboard doors when heavy trucks rumbled by.
And then, I traced back even further to my initial days in 65 SIB.
I was new, not only to the unit, but to army life. I was the only new guy around. The seniors didn't bother to talk to me while I didn't know what to talk to them. They talk about boobs and cars while I used to talk about science and current affairs with people in my social circle.
I was recovering from a major illness that sapped me of my energy.
I spent the first few weeks of my life in the unit in the photostating room, printing tens of thousands of pages for the unit (I knew it because I was given a specific number to fulfill). I learnt how to operate/troubleshoot/repair the machine. I spent my later weeks with OTs to send kopi/tea to the reservist officers who came for briefing. I worked alone because no one wanted to do the sai kang i was arrowed to do.
Directly the day after my dad's funeral, I went for 2 weeks of storeman course where I knew no one (except for my cousin whom I barely knew/talked). Just when I needed familiar people to talk to me and accompany me, I found that I had only myself. 2 weeks of solitary life just when I needed someone.
So it just seems to me now that my training in army was the training to work/live by myself. And to tell the truth, despite the occasional frustration at my lack of accompaniment by friends, I do like the solitary life.
The empty house when my sis and mum went out to work in the afternoon or when they were all asleep in the middle of the night. The PGP room that I had all to myself, and the walks to it from CL at night.
I hated an LT full of people, a train/bus full of morning rush crowds, a library full of muggers or a planeful of passengers packed in that small, gliding tin can.
So, I believe a life in the Antarctic will be best suited for me. My career path seem to be more determined now. Yes...
Frankly speaking, I didn't know how to make an ending because the above was a result of random thoughts of a previous, unpublished entry, which makes this entry fundamentally random. Perhaps I should make a wish:
I hope my ICT will come and go quickly, like a blink of an eye. PLEASE!!! Allow me to finally to be able to enjoy at least half a year of time without the harrassment from thoughts of ICT which makes me generate random, bad thoughts about my NS.
I wanted to blog about my anxiety/depression/stress for the impending ICT to come in a few days time. I ended up tracing the sources of my anti-social traits in NUS and began to wonder if i am actually born AS. After all, the counsellor in SAF Counselling Centre assured me that no one will change their personality and that I will resume the old, happy, non-socio-phobic self.
2 yrs haf passed and I've even become more AS. In fact, I speak so less in real time (ie NOT blogging/msn/sms) that I fumble over pronunciation of words and have hard time finding appropriate words in conversations. Looks like what remained unchanged was my AS nature.
I thought I became AS when I was in 1 SIR. When I lived in a 12-men bunk all by myself because the storemen sharing it were always AWOL or in DB and my fellow armskoteman lived in another bunk.
When other people shunned me because they think I was a hypocritic chao keng guy who is only useful when they had to draw their weapons.
When I spent a whole day either in the armskote sleeping or in my bunk, eating and listening to radio with the lights off because I hated the lights. I wanted to disappear into the darkness and hope that no one will be kaypoh and pop their heads in when they saw the lights on to look at me living my solitary life as though I'm an exhibit. I wake up to wash up before everyone else did and bathed at night after everyone slept because I didn't want to meet people in the toilet and have to act polite by greeting them.
When my world was my bed where I lay stoning, listening to the churning of the ceiling fan, the shuffling of the men passing by my door or the shudder of the cupboard doors when heavy trucks rumbled by.
And then, I traced back even further to my initial days in 65 SIB.
I was new, not only to the unit, but to army life. I was the only new guy around. The seniors didn't bother to talk to me while I didn't know what to talk to them. They talk about boobs and cars while I used to talk about science and current affairs with people in my social circle.
I was recovering from a major illness that sapped me of my energy.
I spent the first few weeks of my life in the unit in the photostating room, printing tens of thousands of pages for the unit (I knew it because I was given a specific number to fulfill). I learnt how to operate/troubleshoot/repair the machine. I spent my later weeks with OTs to send kopi/tea to the reservist officers who came for briefing. I worked alone because no one wanted to do the sai kang i was arrowed to do.
Directly the day after my dad's funeral, I went for 2 weeks of storeman course where I knew no one (except for my cousin whom I barely knew/talked). Just when I needed familiar people to talk to me and accompany me, I found that I had only myself. 2 weeks of solitary life just when I needed someone.
So it just seems to me now that my training in army was the training to work/live by myself. And to tell the truth, despite the occasional frustration at my lack of accompaniment by friends, I do like the solitary life.
The empty house when my sis and mum went out to work in the afternoon or when they were all asleep in the middle of the night. The PGP room that I had all to myself, and the walks to it from CL at night.
I hated an LT full of people, a train/bus full of morning rush crowds, a library full of muggers or a planeful of passengers packed in that small, gliding tin can.
So, I believe a life in the Antarctic will be best suited for me. My career path seem to be more determined now. Yes...
Frankly speaking, I didn't know how to make an ending because the above was a result of random thoughts of a previous, unpublished entry, which makes this entry fundamentally random. Perhaps I should make a wish:
I hope my ICT will come and go quickly, like a blink of an eye. PLEASE!!! Allow me to finally to be able to enjoy at least half a year of time without the harrassment from thoughts of ICT which makes me generate random, bad thoughts about my NS.
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